Cali talked me into finishing the ap when I had given up. She's going to write a reference for me, even. Such a good friend. Then the gal Friday at the office in Sacramento, Raquel, has been so nice and encouraging. I vow to buy her chocolates if I get in to this thing. So Mexico....maybe ...this year.
In other news I went to see my opthamologist today. retinas look good. "I'm pleased," he practically beamed at me.
"Me too." said I.
And I am. I am pleased. I was thinking, in the waiting room, that the hardest part of the last few months has been acceptance. Accepting when something is over. Accepting what you can't change. Accepting what is lost. But if you can do it-- really accept what IS and not pine for what was--damn. It feels a whole lot better.
Posted by Trissy at Marzo 2, 2004 06:29 PM